I refuse to sink


i DO NOT promote self harm, eating disorders, depression or anything else related. this blog is to get out what i feel inside and to express myself. It is to help me through my struggles and see how much progress i've done. i'm here if you guys need anything.
hi. i'm timmy and i'm deeply fucked up
***posts may be triggering.***


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secretly-insecure: woah trigger ah
worthlessangels: this was tonight. 153lbs. i can’t stand it.I think you actually have a great body.  
  • Aniexty attack
  • Voices inside my head: You have to relieve yourself. come on, a few cuts won't hurt.
  • Razor blade: free me from this box and i'll free you from those voices.
  • I take out the blade
  • Voices: That's it. now you know what to do. and if you don't, i'll just keep bugging you to fucking cut yourself you pathetic piece of shit.
  • 1 cut
  • Voices: You think that's enough? you stupid fuck, keep going.
  • 3 cuts
  • Voices: Are you kidding me bitch? continue.
  • 6 cuts+
  • Voices: Ha. You're such a fucking loser. Now I've had my fun. you can go ahead and cry yourself to sleep now.
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justlikeheaven1996: I invite you to my depressing world of black and white.
achromatizee: Meh.
secretly-crying-in-the-rain: for the anon
shes-g0ne: That funny moment when you think your friends actually like you.
This is fucking pissing me off, i haven’t been able to sleep, and Im so tired.

(Source: hiding-thescars)

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